Wednesday, October 10, 2012

IT HAS BEGUN



 










Father; It has begun. The whole earth is reeling from the trembling of the hooves of Revelations Horse-men. Men's hearts are failing them for fear. Sons and daughters are taking the lives of their parents, and parents the lives of the children. Lust and greed for all manor of evils are pursued without conscience or remorse.


Men and women sell their inheritance for a morsel. Laws protect those who break them and condemn those who uphold them with their lives.
The rich and powerful, take to themselves what belongs to the people. Delusion and Apathy fills the land.

"WHAT GREAT QUAKING HAS COME
AND SUN LIKE SACKCLOTH, BLACK
OH MOON WHO MIRRORS LIKE BLOOD IN GLASS
EARTH'S HOLOCAUSTS AS FACT
THE HEAVENS LIKE AN UNROLLED SCROLL
TURNED IN AS MOUNTAINS FLED
AND ISLANDS MOVED OUT OF THEIR PLACE
WHILE MEN IN HORRORS DREAD
RAN TO AND FRO THROUGH OUT THE LAND
TO HIDE FROM WHAT WAS IS COME
"KINGS OF EARTH, THE RICH AND GREAT
CHIEF CAPTAINS, NOT JUST SOME
MIGHTY MEN AND BONDMEN
THE FREE AND GOODLY TOO
SHALL HIDE IN DENS OF HEART LIKE STONE
NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO"
ROCKS OF BLIND DENIAL
ROCKS OF FALLEN THRONES
ANY THING TO HIDE THE FACE
OF GOD UPON HIS THRONE
"HIDE ME FROM THE LAMB OF GOD.
HIDE ME THEY DID CRY,
HIDE ME FROM THE WRATH TO COME
OR I WILL SURELY DIE."   
 

THE FIERY FURNACE THE TRIAL OF FAITH

 

 
 
LET MY HEART BE SETTLED
AND MY MIND STAYED ON THEE
THOUGH TRIALS ASSAIL
LET MY CONFIDENCE BE
THE LOOSING OF BONDS
AS I WALK THROUGH THE FIRE
WITH ONE WHO IS CLOTHED
IN HEAVENLY ATTIRE
STOKE IT MY ENEMY
TO A SEVEN FOLD HEAT
THIS IS THE FIRE THAT YOU'LL SURLY MEET
LORD, I WOULD NEVER HAD KNOWN
HAD I NOT WALKED WITH YOU
IN THE FIERY FURNACE
NOT ONE __BUT TWO
LET NOT THE SMELL OF THIS
SUFFERING AND TRIAL
BECLOUD, LORD, YOUR GLORY
BUT THAT ALL WHO HAVE SEEN
ARE LEFT WITH THE WITNESS
OF WHO IS MY KING ___Raf__(Mr. Moses)
 

AMAZING GRACE

 

 
 
WHAT WAS IT THAT DROVE ME TO WONDER AND SWERVE
WHAT WAS IT THAT MADE ME TO SHUN MORTAL CURVE
THE WAY ALWAYS SEEMED STRAIGHT AND NARROW TO ME
ALWAYS LED WHERE "THE VOICE",
I HEARD CALLING TO ME
JUST OUT OF SIGHT, YET I SAW JUST THE SAME
WITH MY HEART, I KNEW SOMETHING_
THIS VOICE HAD A NAME

I DO NOT REMEMBER A MOTHER'S EMBRACE
I ONLY REMEMBER HER SORROWED FACE
FROM YEAR TO YEAR, FROM DAY TO DAY
IT PRESSED ME TO SEARCH FOR A BETTER WAY
A WAY TO LOVE MOTHER, A WAY TO LOVE DAD
A WAY THAT WOULD HELP THEM TO NOT BE SO SAD

IN THE BEGINNING, THROUGH SERMON AND SONG
I HEARD OF A NAME, THAT I KNEW ALL ALONG
NOT JUST FAMILIAR, BUT KNOWING, I KNEW
THIS MAN THEY CALLED JESUS, IT HAD TO BE TRUE
WHEN I CALLED HIS NAME, HE REPLIED, "HERE I AM"
IN THAT SAME STILL SMALL VOICE SAYING,
"I HAVE A PLAN"

"FROM THE BEGINNING, BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
I KNEW OF THE WAY YOUR FLESH WOULD BE TORN
FLESH AND BLOOD WOULD SEEM TO BE CRUEL
BUT THERE WERE DARK FORCES
YOU MUST LEARN TO RULE

NOT BY YOUR MIGHT, NOR BY YOUR POWER
I SENT MY SPIRIT TO SAVE IN THE HOUR
THAT YOU WERE FOUND SEARCHING
FOR TRUTH IN THE WAY
AND OBEYED MY VOICE, IN ALL I DID SAY.

THOSE WEARING ROBES OF VANITIES PRIDE
DID STRIKE THE HEART BLOW ON EVERY SIDE
I KNOW HOW YOU'VE SUFFERED
YOU MUST NOT REGRET
FOR IN LIFE'S SURE ENDING
YOUR FATE IS NOT SET
EXCEPT IN MY WORKINGS
MY WILL AND MY WAY
IN THIS YOU ARE SEALED
BY MY SPIRIT THIS DAY

YOUR JOURNEY'S NOT OVER
NOR ER SHALL IT BE
FOR ON THROUGH THE IONS
YOU'LL WALK CLOSE TO ME

THERE SURELY ARE THOSE
YOU WILL OFFER YOUR HAND
SOUL'S SEARCHING LIKE YOU DID
THROUGH SIFTING SAND

BUT THEY SHALL FIND MERCY
AND THEY SHALL FIND GRACE
THE KIND YOUR MOTHER FOUND
CHANGED HER DEAR FACE

THERE WAS NO MORE SORROW
THERE WAS NO MORE PAIN
SHE TOO, HEARD MY VOICE
AND WAS NEVER THE SAME

YOU'VE SEEN THE WORK
AND YOU'VE TASTED THE TEARS
YOU'VE WAITED LONG
OVER LONG WEARY YEARS

AMAZING GRACE HAS SET YOU FREE
AMAZING GRACE, YOUR WALK WITH ME
AMAZING GRACE, HAS BID YOU COME
TILL ALL MY WILL AND WAY IS DONE.

TIS SO SWEET



 

 
This picture captured my heart this morning.

The Holy Spirit moves upon the new creation in me to "see" with my heart the things that give our Lord great joy.



 
When we bought this small humble home, just over a year ago, an elderly lady in her 90s had left behind what I thought might be a Philodendron plant, which she stuck in the corner of the living room all by itself. I'm not exaggerating when I say that it was the most pitiful and neglected plant I had ever seen.



Now I am no green thumb, by any means, and I know this sounds ridiculous, but I had such a feeling of compassion on that plant, so when "Mr. Moses", my husband, told me to throw it out, I whimpered as though he wanted me to turn my back on my best friend.____ I know, I know.



I couldn't back down from what I felt in my heart about this plant. Mr. Moses took great sympathy on my outrageous attachment to a dying plant and gave me a set time to see what I could do.

I wish I had a before and after picture to show you. I'm not kidding about the fact that the plant only had about 4 to 5 leaves left on it. It was root bound in a small pot for it's size. When I questioned in my heart about transferring it to a larger pot, I felt a definite no.

I didn't have a clue what to do and just followed my instincts. Now again, this will sound crazy, but what I thought were instincts became inner promptings, like when to water. I placed the plant into the corner of our sun room (dining room) where we spend 90 percent of our time. Right between two adjoining windows which get the morning, afternoon and evening sun.
Oh I could just go on and on about my relationship with a dieffenbachia plant. Yes, I even felt to know it's real name.
 
 
The flower is similar to a calla lily, a close relative, which are typically grown as foliage plants. They are of the arum family, which includes elephant ears, pothos, monstera and eternity plants. I'm sure that is of little interest to most of us, kind of like I just love my grandma, and any one before her, who's dead, doesn't interest me. Boy! did I just say that?

Well, here I am a year later, and still wrapping my arms around my friend "Dieffen". Beautiful Dieffen. He is loaded with a total of 14 blooms to the amazement of all who see him/her. I've been told that I must be loved, because they only bloom when they are happy.
 
 
There's a world of Love that goes on all around us. Even in the pause of a forest fox to partake of the scent of a golden daffodil.

Lord, teach me today, to stop, to pause to share with you the simple yet magnanimous joys of your gifts of love. To look up and see Your loving gaze upon me, and the "knowing" that I am your special creation, and feel your embrace.
Lord, You make me so happy, I bloom for You!

DARK PLACE OF KNOWING

 

Lord, of late I am cast down to face the lions of my own making. In this dark place of Knowing who will deliver me out sure and victorious.

My shame, is that I am not here out of another's will, me being persecuted for my faith and commitment in You, but out of a need to know that it wasn't self-righteousness that landed me here.

I see these lions as mighty in Your hands, to strengthen my heart and faith in You. You shall deliver me, even from myself. Thank you for allowing me to be shut up, and confined with these lions that have, are and will always prove the intent of my heart toward receiving, sharing, and applying Your will and the ever forward progressing fulfilment of Your purpose in Christ Jesus your Son. I'm OK down here with Your lions, my appointed companions in faith.

THE BAMBOO AND YOU


One day I decided to quit....
I quit my job, my relationships,
my Spirituality..
I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have
One last talk with God.

'God', I said.
'Can you give me one good reason
not to quit?'

His answer surprised me...

'Look around', He said.
'Do you see the fern and the bamboo?'

'Yes', I replied.

'When I planted the fern and
the bamboo seeds, I took very good
care of them. I gave them light.
I gave them water.
The fern quickly grew from the earth.
Its brilliant green covered the floor. Nothing came from the bamboo seed.
But I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.. And again,
Nothing came from the bamboo seed.
But I did not quit on the bamboo'.

He said. 'In the third year, there was still nothing from
the bamboo seed. But I would not quit.

In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from
the bamboo seed. But I would not quit.

He said. 'Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth.
Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant.

But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.
It had Spent the five years growing roots.
Those roots made it strong and gave It what it needed to survive.
I would not give any of my creations a Challenge it could not handle.'

He said to me. 'Did you know, my child, that all this time
you have Been struggling, you have actually been growing roots?
I would not quit on The bamboo. I will never quit on you.
Don't compare yourself to others..'

He said. 'The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern, yet, they
Both make the forest beautiful.'

'Your time will come, ' God said to me. ' You will rise high!'

'How high should I rise?' I asked.

'How high will the bamboo rise?' He asked in return.

'As high as it can?' I questioned..

'Yes.' He said, 'Give me glory by rising as high as you can..'

I left the forest and brought back this story. I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you.....

Never regret a day in your life.
Good days give you Happiness.
Bad days give you Experiences.
Both are essential to life.
Keep going...
Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keep you Strong,
Sorrows keep you Human,
Failures keep you Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
But Only God keeps You Going!

Have a great day!
The Son is shining!!

God is so big He can cover the whole world with his Love, and so small He can curl up inside your heart.


yellowsinger.jpg picture by Gerrit_07

Author Unknown

THE LOVE OF THE BRETHREN




 
Lord, thank you for the love of the brethren. For those who are moved by your Spirit to give prayerful council and encouragement. Not like the friends of Job, but those who are still before you and ready to be used as true comforters___those who speak your own heart, who seek your peace and rest for them as a balm for their mind and soul.

Today, more than once, you comforted me with the love of brethren. You showed me what true peace makers are. Yes, there are those who try to bring peace out of conflict, or peace in the midst of confusion, doubt and fear. But we usually think of it in humanistic terms, of the home, community, the nation and the world.

But there are those peace makers that come in the midst of personal conflict. When one needs to be encouraged with your Word, a clear Word of wisdom, comfort, or guidance. A Word of prayer, that touches the throne and stands with you until there's an answer.

Sometimes I wish there was another term for thank you. One that truly conveys that which I am helpless to say.

So I will say thank you for seeing my heart, and knowing it in it's true intent. Be praised above all else, my Lord for the at-one-ness of Your love through the brethren. Amen

THE INNER SANCTUARY GOD'S RESTING PLACE







"I WILL SHAKE THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH WILL REMOVE OUT OF HER PLACE IN THE DAY OF MY WRATH"


BELOVEDS, IT IS TIME TO SEEK OUT A QUIET RESTING PLACE IN THE LORD. FOR HE IS ABOUT TO BREAK THE STAFF OF THE WICKED AND THE SCEPTRE OF THE RULERS.
THE LORD GOD OF COVENANT SHALL GO BEFORE YOU EVEN AS THE ARK OF HIS PRESENCE. IT IS A SHORT JOURNEY'S WALK, STAND STILL IN THE WAY, AND YOU ARE THERE.
THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD WILL TABERNACLE WITH YOU AND GIVE YOU PEACE.
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"COME APART AND BE SEPARATED UNTO ME, FOR THE DAY OF MY INDIGNATION IS AT HAND. FEAR NOT NEITHER BE AFRAID. LET NOT YOUR HEART BE TROUBLED. I AM YOUR SALVATION, YOU CAN TRUST ME. I AM THE LORD JEHOVAH, I AM YOUR STRENGTH AND THE SONG OF YOUR SALVATION.
LET YOUR MOUTH BE FILLED WITH PRAISE, DECLARE MY DOINGS AMONG THE PEOPLE. EXALT ME AMONG THE PEOPLE. THE WHOLE EARTH WILL KNOW THAT I AM GOD AND THERE IS NO OTHER BEFORE ME.
SEARCH OUT A RESTING PLACE AND PREPARE FOR BATTLE. THOUGH THE WICKED LAY IN WAIT AGAINST YOUR RESTING PLACE, FEAR THEM NOT: FOR THEIR CALAMITY SHALL RISE SUDDENLY, AND WHO KNOWS THEIR END?
MY BELOVEDS, LIKE LOST SHEEP, YOU HAVE GONE ASTRAY. FALSE SHEPHERDS HAVE LED YOU FROM MOUNTAIN TOP TO HILL, AND YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN YOUR RESTING PLACE. IT IS A PLACE OF SAFETY WHICH I HAVE DIGGED. AN ENTRENCHMENT WHERE YOU CAN PREPARE IN CONFIDENCE, HOPE AND SURETY.
I WILL SET YOU UPON MY WATCH, A SENTRY IN CHARGE, STRONG IN THE POWER OF MY OWN STRENGTH. THOUGH THE HEATHEN RAGE, YOUR SOULS PEACE SHALL BE FOUND IN PROSPERITY.     DOVE

WHAT A DAY OF REJOICING THAT WILL BE





"I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord." Philippians 3:8

What is it that causes us to procrastinate at the decisions to leave all for Christ. Is it, "What will people think?" __ "I'm so busy with raising a family, providing for their needs."__ "I'm doing everything I possibly can right now, church involvement, charity work, I volunteer all my extra time as it is." __ "Just how much knowledge does a person need to be at peace? I read my bible faithfully, go to bible study, what do you mean, "the excellency of the knowledge of Christ?"

Most of us move through our Christian lives feeling the frustration of not doing enough, not giving enough, not praying enough, not feeling enough, just totally incapable of approaching the patient grace of the Living person of Jesus Christ.

This is the excellency __ to move and have our being in the WORD. To see, and hear and know Him as our Lord, our friend, our guide in the moment by moment, every day hour of our lives.

He will make us His Testament, of living epistles to those around us. The more you seek to know Him __ the more He reveals the power of His Spirit who will arrest your apprehension with His legal authority to give you "new life" in Him. This new life is His gifting to you __ that comes to rest in the joy of His intimate and Living Word.

To the new believer, it is the surrendering of the flesh life to a life of Spirit. This is nothing that we can accomplish on our own. It is a birthing into Christ's Life which only can come forth from faith and confession of our own inability to produce what is required of the Spirit.

To those who have been born from above __
When your faith is become restless, and weary in waiting __ When the passion of your first love smolders to dying embers __ When the voice of the mortal enemy of your soul is heard above the still small voice of "The One Crying in the Wilderness"
__Press on! Hold fast! Be still! Wait! Stand on His promises! They are true and trustworthy.

You may have to let go of everything to take hold of Him __ but I tell you this __In Him is life, life more abundant, life full of the peace that this world cannot give, joy unspeakable and full of glory, and all the treasures of God's kingdom reserved for that Day when we meet Him face to face __What a day of rejoicing that will be. __Raf

A WATCHING OVER THE BARS




 






Under the custody and charge of the sons of Merari shall be the boards of the tabernacle, and the bars. (Numbers 3:36)
















I am glad the bars are mentioned as well as the boards. The bars are the things that unite the whole, and if those things are kept always under your eye you will not move in cliques, and you will not have personal preferences, and ones and twos moving off on their own because they get on together. We have to remember that in the body of Christ there is nothing clannish, nothing that is merely of human preference, but all the members are held together in oneness. That is a responsibility. How much damage has been done by preferences, by human affinities having a place among the Lord’s people! There must be a personal care, there must be a watching over the bars, all maintained together. It is what the apostle means when he says, “Give diligence to keep the unity of the Spirit.” We shall never keep the unity of the Spirit by taking sides with one against another. We may think that is care for the one. Oh, but what about the other? The bars will be a corrective, will keep the balance, and will give due regard to every member. Then there are the pillars. Here we have each one’s responsibility, for something hangs upon them, and we have to help one another in our responsibility before God, for each one is called to carry a responsibility, to carry a weight from God. It is bearing one another’s burdens.... There must be mutuality in this responsibility, each one carrying his own weight before the Lord, and yet all one.
The peril is that we should begin to make our ministry something that is watertight.... Draw in your mind’s eye three squares, separate, standing each alone, and you will have what represents a very great deal of the nature of work for the Lord in our day from time to time. “Oh, this is my work, this is my department, this is my line; I am called to be this, I am called to do that! You have your work, you have your particular line, and I have mine! You go on with yours, and I will get on with mine, and don’t let us get overlapping!” That is where the breakdown comes. “I am an evangelist, not a teacher! You get on with your teaching, and I will get on with my evangelism; don’t let us interfere with one another!” That is putting responsibility into watertight compartments. The result is always loss.... It is a blessed calling, but it is a responsible one, it is a solemn one. Oh, that today you and I might find adjustment to this. The test is as to whether it is the Lord Himself to whom we are devoted, or whether it is to some personal thing.

Give diligence to keep the unity of the Spirit.
Gleaned from T. Sparks writings.

FILL THE SANCTUARY OF MY HEART WITH PRAISE

 





LORD, FILL THE SANCTUARY OF MY HEART WITH PRAISE, RESTORE THE JOY OF MY SALVATION, THE FELLOWSHIP OF YOUR SPIRIT.
I AM AS DEFENSELESS AS AN INFANT LORD. HEMMED IN ON EVERY SIDE. MY EVERY THOUGHT IS CHALLENGED AS TO WHETHER IT IS TRUTH. YOU ARE NOT CONFUSION, YOU ARE PEACE AND JOY AND THE SOUNDNESS OF MY MIND. THEREFORE AM I DEPENDENT UPON YOUR LOVING CARE, COME AND HOLD ME IN THE HOLLOW OF YOUR HANDS.
THE ENEMY HAS COME IN AS A FLOOD UPON ME, LIKE A ROARING SEA ABOUT TO SWALLOW ME UP. ONLY THE BIRDS SEEM TO BE FAITHFUL IN THEIR SONGS OF PRAISE ABOUT ME, AND THE CLAPPING OF THE LEAVES IN THE TREES ALSO GIVE YOU PRAISE, ELSE I WOULD LOSE HEART.
I CHOOSE TO GIVE YOU A SACRIFICE OF PRAISE LORD. COME AND PLAY THE HEARTSTRINGS OF MY HEART, AND I WILL NOT BE MOVED. THOUGH MY HEART SEEMS TO CONDEMN ME, YET DO YOU REMAIN FAITHFUL, I KNOW YOU WILL NOT FORSAKE ME, FOR I AM IN YOU, AND YOU WILL NOT DENY YOURSELF. I REST IN THE PROMISES OF YOUR WORD.
IT IS WRITTEN; "YOU WILL KEEP ME IN YOUR PERFECT PEACE, AS I STAY MY MIND UPON YOU." I REBUKE THE ENEMY OF MY SOUL, AND TURN TO YOU MY LORD. I CONFESS WITH MY MOUTH THAT YOU ARE THE LORD OF MY LIFE. YOU ARE MY SONG, AND MY SALVATION. MY CONSTANT FRIEND, MY LORD AND KING OF THE KINGDOM OF MY HEART.
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"FOR THE MOUNTAINS SHALL DEPART, AND THE HILLS BE REMOVED, BUT MY LOVING KINDNESS SHALL NOT DEPART FROM YOU___NEITHER SHALL THE COVENANT OF MY PEACE BE REMOVED," SAITH THE LORD THAT HAS MERCY ON YOU.
I SEE AND KNOW HOW CONFOUNDED YOU ARE. TOSSED ABOUT WITH DOUBT AND FEAR.___YOU ARE CHOOSING NOT TO BE COMFORTED, BY YOUR OWN EFFORTS TO FIGHT THIS BATTLE ALONE, WITH YOUR OWN REASONING AND KNOWLEDGE.
I KNOW THE ENEMY, YOU MUST RELEASE HIM TO ME. AS YOU ARE IN ME, BEHOLD! THE BATTLE IS MINE. STAND STILL. BE STILL, AND SEE THE SALVATION OF THE LORD."
LISTEN TO ME___FOR THE BATTLE IS ALREADY WON, IT IS SETTLED, THE ENEMY HAS NOT ACCEPTED HIS DEFEAT, WILL YOU CLAIM IT AS YOUR OWN?
I GIVE YOU COUNCIL___I WILL ESTABLISH YOU AND INSTRUCT YOU IN ALL YOUR WAYS IF YOU WILL COMMIT THEM TO ME INSTEAD OF TO ANOTHER. I WILL DIRECT YOUR PATH, AND ORDAIN THE WORK I HAVE PURPOSED FOR YOU. IS IT NOT TO LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, SOUL AND MIGHT?
YOU HAVE CHOSEN ME AS YOUR GOD. WHO IS IT THAT TEMPTS YOU TO CONFESS OTHERWISE?
I WILL OPEN DOORS BEFORE YOU, I PREPARE THE HEARTS AND MINDS OF THOSE WHO RECEIVE ME AND MY SPIRIT WORD. I HAVE SET THE BOUNDARIES OF YOUR LIFE, AND I WILL SET YOU AS A LIGHT UPON A HILL.
THIS IS THE PROMISE THAT I GIVE TO YOU THIS DAY___YOUR CHILDREN SHALL BE TAUGHT OF ME AND THEY SHALL BE FILLED WITH PEACE. I WILL ESTABLISH YOU IN MY RIGHTEOUSNESS AND YOU SHALL BE FAR FROM OPPRESSION. YOU SHALL NOT FEAR THE TERRORS OF DARKNESS THAT COME AGAINST YOUR SOUL. REMEMBER THIS WHEN OTHERS COME TOGETHER TO HARM YOU AND DISTURB YOUR PEACE.
FOR IT IS NOT I THAT CAUSE SUCH CONFUSION___I TELL YOU THIS NOW SO YOU CAN STAND FIRM AND UNAFRAID___THEY SHALL FALL AT YOUR SIDE FOR MY NAMES SAKE.
EVEN THE EVIL ONE IS MY INSTRUMENT WHICH I USE TO DESTROY. SO EVERY TONGUE THAT COMES AGAINST YOU, WILL I DESTROY, FOR YOU SHALL SPEAK MY WORD OF RIGHTEOUSNESS AND LOVE WHICH WILL CONDEMN THEM.
THIS IS YOUR INHERITANCE MY BELOVED; YOUR RIGHTEOUSNESS IS OF ME."
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THANK YOU LORD, BLESSED IS THE HOLY SPIRIT THAT GIVES COUNCIL AND WISDOM AND COMFORT. NOW I WILL LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP, IN THE REST OF YOUR SPIRIT LORD. IN THE REST OF YOUR FAITH. ISAIAH 54: 19-17 ___Dove ___

PERIOD


Lord; Your Word is clear to lead, guide and comfort my soul. You are the solid Rock upon which I stand. Your Blood, is testimony to all who would debate as to who I am. I am Yours. Bought at great price, and sealed unto the day of my redemption. PERIOD!

Tears of thanksgiving and praise)___ Lord, Like David, I cry out, "Why is my soul cast down?" And in Your mercy and grace, you reveal that like a sheep that has no real balance, only You can stand me on my feet, when I cannot get up on my own. You seek me out when I go astray. Oh Lord my God, forgive this sheep that wanders off at times, or stubbornly feeds in green pastures when You have moved on, and I lose sight of YOu, for a morsel? Forgive me Lord, forgive me.

All I know, is that my heart is breaking within me, and I desire nothing but the shelter of your arms. I ask with everything in me that you lead your sheep into the circle of Your safe and abiding Love. You alone are our rest and our peace. You are my only satisfaction. You are my food and drink, Only You can restore my soul, You speak to my fear and doubt, and YOu speak, "Peace be Still".

In all of this, You prepare a table before me, in the presence of my enemies, anointing my head with oil. Yes, Lord, You are the Good Shepherd, who leads your sheep, who defends them against attacks of enemies. Your rod and staff comforts me. I run to you, You are my hiding place.

Lord as I just said that, this is what I heard.

"That's right, run home to Daddy, coward."

Abba Father__they couldn't have gotten close enough to say that to me, if I was where I belonged.

My only fear is being outside your will, and walking in my flesh. Keep me within the sound of Your voice, the sound of your voice within. Thank you Lord for hearing my voice, for rescuing me, for being my confidence, my hope and faith, my salvation. Thank you for standing faithfully by and letting me see and know my enemy, and how helpless I am on my own. For feeling the rush of your grace in delivering me. Thank you too, for soundness of mind and and Holy Spirit who comforts me. For though my heart condemned me, You remained faithful. ___Raf__(Mr. Moses)

SONG OF MY SOUL






Blessed song of my soul
with wings to give me flight
into realms of jasper glow
and ice blue gray of night


To heights and depths
the melody from strings of my own heart
spring up from depths eternal
where Living Waters start
Let heaven and earth record this day
what praise in Spirit and truth
is but the echos found in me
from former times of youth
Where You my Lord called out my name

and drew me to Your side
and still this day, I hear the song
"In Me my child, Abide." ___Raf__(Mr. Moses)


"Shout aloud and sing for joy, you the people of the most high God.  For He is mighty,  the Day Spring of our hearts, the Great One of  Israel among you."   Isaiah 12

GRACE FOR WAITING






LORD__IS THERE SUCH A THING AS GRACE FOR WAITING?
IF THERE IS, THEN I NEED YOUR GRACE, IN GREAT MEASURE.
ACTUALLY, I NEED
THE GRACE OF PATIENCE THAT WON'T LET ME WAIT.
OR IS IT FAITH I LACK THAT WON'T LET PATIENCE REST IN WAITING?
TRUE FAITH IS PATIENT, TRUE PATIENCE WAITS AT REST IN FAITH
MEASURE THEREFORE YOUR GIFT OF GRACE UNTO ME IN FAITH BELIEVING
THAT I MIGHT ENDURE THIS INESCAPABLE LONGING FOR YOU, TO KNOW THE LOVE THAT IS BEYOND MY COMPREHENSION, AND TO BE FILLED WITH YOUR FULLNESS, COMPLETE TO YOUR DESIRING IN THE MEASURE OF YOUR GRACE. __Raf

THE NATURE OF CHRIST'S HUMANITY






Although the book of Hebrews has been greatly ignored
 
by Christian scholars andlaymen alike, it contains some of
the most important,basic doctrines in the Bible. Spiritual subjects that are scarcely mentioned by other writers have been fully explained by the author of Hebrews.

 
Perhaps the reason for its general neglect is twofold.

First, it leans very heavily upon Old Testament imagery
 
and typology. Many modem Christians seem to feel that

it doesn’t fit in with the tone of gospel freedom
 
enunciated in Paul’s other epistles.
Secondly, the book may be shunned because it
 
contains some very clear statements that seem to
conflict with positions held by the majority of Protestant
 
Christians. Three of those areas of controversy are
 
woven throughout the book of Hebrews. Although at
 
first glance they may seem to be quite unrelated to
 
each other, these three subjects are very closely tied
 
together. The nature of Christ’s humanity, the high
 
priestly work of Jesus in the heavenly sanctuary, and
 
the subject of perfection are interrelated themes of truth
 
in the book of Hebrews.
 
The first two chapters are devoted in general to the
 
position and nature of Christ before and after His
 
incarnation. Chapter three begins to talk about the role
 
of Jesus as the true High Priest in contrast to the
 
earthly ministry of human priests. That theme carries
 
through the next ten chapters, and within those
 
chapters the term “perfect,” or forms of it, are used
 
nine times.


Now let us try to discover how these three major
 
threads of doctrine—Christ’s human nature, His
 
priesthood, and the perfection of God’s people—are
 
really part of the same great truth.


Many scholars have puzzled over Paul’s extended
 
explanation in chapter two of Christ’s total assumption
 
of man’s fallen nature. He makes unequivocal
 
statements that go far beyond any other inspired
 
description of the incarnation. Verse 11 tells us that
 
“he that sanctifies and they who are sanctified are all of
 
 
one: for which cause he is not ashamed to call them
 
brethren.” In other words, Christ took the same kind of
 
body that His human brothers possessed. The Sanctifier
 
(Christ) and the sanctified (man) are all of the
 
same physical nature, and can truly be called brethren.
 

The point is enlarged in the next verse, “Forasmuch
 
then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood,
he also himself likewise took part of the same.” Verse
 
14. Then comes the strongest statement of all, and one
 
that could be made only by a person speaking under
 
the direct inspiration of God, “Wherefore in all things it
 
behoved him to be made like unto his brethren, that he
 
might be a merciful and faithful high priest.” Verse 17.
Paul dares to say that it was almost an obligation for
 
Jesus to become, through this physical birth, just like
 
the human family whom He had come to save. Such
 
audacity was undoubtedly rooted in his perfect
 
assurance that he was setting forth the very thought of
 
God.

 

Please notice how the foundation is being laid for the
 
chapters that follow. Here we find the theological
 
rationale for the high priesthood of Christ in the
 
heavenly sanctuary. He had to be a man in order to be
 
“a merciful and faithful high priest.” He must of
 
necessity pass through our experiences in order to
 
represent us properly before the Father. “For we have
 
not an high priest which cannot be touched with the
 
feelings of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted
 
like as we are, yet without sin.” Hebrews 4:15.

 

There are some who deny that the holy nature of Jesus
 
could ever be tempted by any of the allurements or
 
provocations of this world. Let such be reminded that
 
Jesus emptied Himself of His divine form when He came
 
among men. There is no question about His perfect
 
sinlessness, but He took upon Himself not “the nature
 
of angels; but he took on him the seed of Abraham.”
 
Hebrews 2:16.

 

Could that nature be tempted? Of course it could. We
 
know it because we have that nature also. We cannot
 
and dare not probe into mysteries that are not revealed,
 
but we can be certain of those things that are revealed.
 
He was tempted in the same points in which we
 
struggle against the evil one.




As a partaker of our flesh and blood, He was no
stranger to the sorrows, trials, and disappointments that
 
commonly afflict our lives. In no way did He use His
 
divine power to evade the infirmities of human nature.
 
Yet, He did not sin by even a thought.

 

Did His sinless experience separate Him so far from us
 
that we can never hope to gain the same victory over
 
sin? No. There are scores of assurances in the Bible
 
that we may overcome as He overcame. We may have
 
the “mind of Christ” (Philippians 2:5), be filled with “all
 
the fullness's of God” (Ephesians 3:19), and partake of
 
the divine nature of Christ (2 Peter 1:4).

 

The pure and holy aversion to sin that resided in our
 
blessed Lord from the moment of His birth may be
 
experienced by every converted, Spirit-filled Christian
 
through faith in God. Jesus repeatedly acknowledged
 
His total dependence on the Father for everything He
 
said and everything He did. He deliberately limited
 
Himself to the works that were made possible by
 
prayer, faith, and surrender—avenues that are also
 
open to every one of us. ________
 
The House of Bethany.

BECAUSE HE LIVES




You must warn each other every day, while it is still “today,” so that none of you will be deceived by sin and hardened against God. (Hebrews 3:13 NLT)
One of the things that hardens our hearts against the Lord the most is doubt and confusion concerning His Word, His Spirit Word. He himself is the WORD, and as we come to abide in him, listening intently for that still small voice that speaks clearly, our hearts are filled with His faith, the confidence and the joyful peace of our right relationship with Him and our freedom in not depending on someone else's interpretation of truth concerning their own reality of Him__ We were not created in Christ to be sheep followers, but followers of the Good Shepherd.

Sharing our relationship, in testimony of Him is one thing, and allowing the Holy Spirit to reveal Christ through that testimony, without manipulating how the hearer will interpret it, is letting Christ become their reality, their choice, their salvation. And if they truly seek Him, they will find Him. In Him is Truth, and our relationship with Him and with the brethren is safe and comfortable there. It is where Peace abides. It is where Love abides.
The earth is filled with ideologies, isms, schisms, and prisms of their own intellectual concept of truth, their reality of it___and that's OK, because that's the dock that we, each, must launch from into true faith, of the incomprehensible Christ.
We must come to launch out into the deep of His perfect righteousness, from our own moral-ness. We must come to recognize that there is nothing in ourselves that we can trust, not even our best intentions, our highest goals, our surest emotions. The flesh heart is deceitfully wicked, who can know it?
Christ does, praise his name. !
Especially in our motives__ we say, "Our motives were right!" We talk about our conscientiousness, we talk about our intentions; but you and I do not know what lies behind what we call our good motives.
There is a deceitfulness about this human heart that defies our greatest attempt at tracking it down, and we shall never do it....For in this life, the flesh and the Spirit will always be at war.
The church has become such a confused thing, and such a tragedy; for the prevailing idea is that if you give yourself over to God He will take you up and use you: This is proselytizing.
"Christ did not come to bring over our humanity and consecrate it to Himself! ___You can't consecrate your old man to the Lord, and go out and serve the Lord, with a consecrated old man!" it is utterly contrary to the teaching of God’s Word.
All the world over we have people serving the Lord in the energy of their flesh, in the reasoning of the flesh, in the emotions of the flesh. Moral-ness.
Meet them, counter them, frustrate them, and you meet something evil; you meet with a fight, a division, a schism, a scattering, and wholesale resignations.

Do you see what a havoc the enemy can make in that which is called the church, because people with best intentions and purest motives have come to serve the Lord with all their own intelligence, their interpretation and reality of the written Word___in their own strength, and their own emotion, in their own reality.
They have not seen that God has closed the door to the old creation, in relation to those He has called unto himself___ and that God’s attitude is this: "The only thing that can satisfy Him__ that can serve Him is His Son, and if you are going to come into His service, He has to be the energy of everything, the Life of everything, the Wisdom of everything!" He has to be the governing, ruling reality in everything. It is not to be a matter of your impulses, your thinking and reasoning, but of His urgings and leading by the Holy Spirit; not your sitting down to reason out what it would be good to do for the Lord, what ought to be done, what needs to be done, said or what you think you know or don't know, because it is HIS TESTIMONY, the Holy Spirit revealing Christ___ nothing more....
Launch out from your moral reality, which is self-righteousness. Cast out into the deep. Leave behind your old creation and give it to God, launch out into the will of His mind, His heart, His perfect will and purpose for you, then let your living in Him and His living in you be testament and witness to the Reality of Christ.
Secondly, launch out from humanistic will-worship to the worship of Spirit praise in truth, that uninhibited flow of Spirit that rises up as Living Waters, running over, and never running dry. Christ is the source of this fountain, without Him it is mere will-worship, the cares of this life, the fears, doubts and confusion it brings, the disappointment of failures, especially those within your own power to fulfill___
This is what happens when we work out of our own strength, our own knowledge, our own moral-ness, our will-worship a relationship that really is without a conscious revelation of who He is, and why we worship Him.
Our reality should originate from the "new creation man" the new nature. LOVE is come. Let the redeemed of the Lord say so! __Raf__(Mr. Moses)
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"God begins with birth. The church of the firstborn is something quite new, and it comes out of a death. That death is the death of an old creation, and the resurrection is of something that is not the resuscitation of an old creation, but the resurrection of something wholly of God." T. Sparks